I had this written a long ago. Never got the chance to post it. It's about some one from the past, which there's a first part (called "She" dedicated to that person. This one is called "She...not anymore"
Better keep your lips sealed
Not because of flies.
Just because of lies.
The reason I just keep myself afield.
Bravery to say “you miss me”
After cowardly you hid the truth
You could’ve fooled me in my youth
But I’m old enough to clearly see.
Such a shame!
But I’m the one to blame!
Thought that we were fucking cool
But you just took me by a fool.
I stand up and I applaud you
Had me dozed and on my knees
I was down by such a sleaze
Hypnotized!, to be true.
Fooled no more by your green eyes
Pained no more by your cheap lies.
I aspired to be yours.
But that shit I now deplore.
I just wish you happiness
I just wish a great life
I’m not looking for a strife
Just old locked feelings to address.